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Fathers Day.... - Words from a Toutured Soul.....

Jun. 17th, 2007 08:24 pm Fathers Day....

You would think that I would look at this day and be a little happy. Happy that I am able to celebrate this day being a father, being able to say "I knew my dad and loved him", but c'mon. This is me we are talking about here.

Fathers Day is a special day for me. I have my little loud ass angel that allows me to celebrate this day. But, I have my first angel, the one that's not here with me save for in spirit. My first daughter Jocelyn, passed on at 10 months old in Dec. 1999. My father joined her in Sept. 2001. So with that always weighing on me, my feelings about Fathers Day is that I don't hate it or love it. I just wish I had some peace and quiet in all of it.

For those that wished me a Happy Fathers Day, Thank You all. And Happy Fathers Day to all of you as well.

Going back to enjoy my solitude, at least until the lil firecracker comes running in. Later.

Current Location: couch, watchcing Fit Club Marathon
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: hyper 4 yr old

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From:beigekhakis
Date:June 18th, 2007 02:26 am (UTC)
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I'm sorry about that. But happy Father's Day to you!
From:thedarkspirit
Date:June 18th, 2007 02:58 am (UTC)
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Thank You.
From:secretsexdreams
Date:July 28th, 2007 03:58 am (UTC)
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I am so sorry for your losses. You hav survied my biggest fear in life, the loss of a child. I can't even fathom how you live through that, I am so sorry.

My heart aches for you.

XOXOXO